Monday, October 25, 2010

The Dark Chapter

They say "Time flies when your having fun."
Can you imagine how slow life can be when you're walking through a living nightmare?
Bilateral Tubal Blockage, dysfunctional tubes...
It haunted me at night and followed me throughout every waking moment.

Those next few months I felt so inhuman no wait, unladylike. 
The hole in me grew.
Women make babies. Its our life.
The hole in me grew.
If am not a woman. What am I?
The hole in me grew. 

Every doctor we went to simply deepened the wound.
It was a dark time for me.
I lost friends because I shut them out for not understanding what I was going through.
They told me there are miracles in God.
Although I felt unworthy who would know a miracle was indeed on its way.

1 comment:

  1. Thanks for stopping by my blog! Wishing you the best & a happy ending to this 2WW that you're in! I'll be following your journey!